My Love Story
I looked into my eyes, and straight into my heart. Tears streaming down my face I thought to myself,
“I love you my darling. I set you free.”
And that was when the magical adventure began!
I opened up my computer and booked my tickets to Costa Rica.
It was time.
This was January 2022, but this story begins in 1992, the year I, Chandni, was born. Ever since I was a little girl, I knew I was here for love. But what did that mean? This question morphed into various iterations at different moments in my life. At 18, it was - what did a career in love look like? I had no idea. I just had the sense that the answers were available within, and so I did my best to tune in and go with the flow.
In 2020, with many pieces of life crumbling, I hit a point of no return. I decided that I was done being one foot in, one foot out, on the path of my heart. I committed to deeply listening and fully trusting my inner guidance no matter what it asked of me.
Life began to respond powerfully. Within a few months, I left a relationship that was not aligned, quit my job, moved cities, and started deeply reconnecting with a deeper self. I invested all of my time, and all of my money in healing and remembering how to live from inner wisdom. After a year and a half of deep inner work, I started to receive the life I’d always known was possible.
Which brings us back to 2022. On the 14th of Feb, 2022 I was on a flight from Mumbai, India to San José, Costa Rica to meet David for the first time. David, the man my heart had shown me was to be my life partner.
David and I had connected a year before this date, through an online class on Theta Healing. This class deeply opened up my intuition and I started to have visions of a potential future. A future where I was married to David, and living on the other side of the planet in Costa Rica. I was overwhelmed by this information. This life seemed so far out of my reality, so much beyond anything I could have imagined for myself, and yet, it felt like an answer to my deepest prayers; And so I lept!
The month I spent in Costa Rica felt like landing in a magical reality designed lovingly for me. Just two days with David and it was clear to both of us that we were going to be life partners. We also discovered how entwined our passions and purposes are, and the complementarity of our gifts and skills. I quickly made new friends who in moments felt like old friends, and also co-creation partners sharing a common purpose and vision. I learned about projects that I had been dreaming of since I was a little girl, and discovered my place within them. It was clear to me that this was the life I’d been waiting for. After a month, I went back to India, wrapped up my life there, and moved to Costa Rica!
Overall, the last two and a half years have been nothing short of magical and miraculous, of course, with the full spectrum of human emotions too. David and I are now married (three times!) and are loving our shared life together. We are partners in life and in purpose, and are collaborating on projects with an overarching vision of supporting awakening on the planet.
There are many stories to tell, and I’d love to share them over a coffee or smoothie, if we ever meet. However, for now what I’d like to offer are my reflections.
It is so clear to me that life can be as magical as we allow it to be. When we deeply love ourselves, this love is mirrored back to us by our partner, our family, our friends, and all of life. I witness this on an almost daily basis. The more I deepen in self-love, the more love I seem to receive from the world.
It is also clear to me that we have a system of guidance within us that knows the unique way for each of us. When we drop into moments of stillness and deeply listen, the answer to any question we hold is available to us. And when we trust our inner guidance, and take action inspired by its wisdom, life unfolds in beautiful ways that are not only of service to us, but also of service to all of life.
My sincere prayer is for all of us to awaken to the love, stillness and magic within us. I hope to embody this way of being as truly as I can and hold space for all those who resonate, to flow into their own authentic version of ever deepening self-love, living joyfully with magic, and leading lovingly with stillness. I offer myself, my gifts and my skills to you with a heart of humility, and a sincere intention to be of service to your deepest flourishing.